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Monday, May 6, 2013, ϟ 0 shout(s)

I don't know what I'm doing with myself right now. I really don't. 
I don't know, something feels off about my whole day, I can't stop thinking about how I'm going to be like in the future and it scares me so much. And you know what? What ever's coming is happening because I deserve it. 

 I'm going to stop with the excuses to make myself feel better and I'm going to try and work harder for myself and no one else. Hmm, that sounds like a good idea. If another person were to ask me about my future, I'm just going to stay quiet. 

 One thing though, I can't stop thinking about this one thing. And it's been like this for days and I don't think it's going to get any better. I seriously think I'm delusional beyond repair. It's my alternate world, all these illusions, and I don't feel like leaving them because then I'd face the harsh reality of it all. I don't think I'm making much sense right now but there's not much I can do right? 

 Well that's it for now, 
Over and out. 

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