a new late beginning
Thursday, February 18, 2010, ϟ 0 shout(s)
listening to: nothing atm xD
oooooooooooo. new year. new classes. new friends. new students. new enemies. new personality? new crush even? D:
iono, but everything seems so new and it's pretty confusing. but GUESS WHAT! i'm not grounded anymore! woooooooooooooooppppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeee! but i guess you'd know that cause i'm back on. :D so awesome. i know the year 2010 isn't new anymore but still. for the chinese it is ;D
anywho...things have been getting better now that it's a new year. i guess my horoscope was right o_o not that i believe in it. but i think i'm starting too. hahahsi guess i became closer to friends in my group. eg. kim. i talk to t.t more. got to know more people that's for sure.
new enemies... not all of them are new but yeah; my sister's fuckingannoyingshitboyfriendthatknockedherupanddoeswhateverhelikestodoinmyhouse, my bestie's neighbour - even though i don't know her personally, but she sounds like a total bitch and looks like one-, my other sister's ex bf cause he has no sense of manners. and maybe more but iono.
new students in my grade... gosh i feel bad for saying their names but; Tiffany (newest newcomer from cabra high), alison(lovely name-i'm not being sarcastic honest- and she moved here from cambo! wow), cindy(iono what school she comes from but yeah. she has an attitude of a boy ganster - no offence-) and lastly -so far- lam (it's a pretty weird name considering it sounds like a certain animal -coughlambcoughcough. my friend told me of a convo she overheard. guy 1: why do people call him lam? that's a weird nickname. guy 2: errrs...cause he's name is lam. guy 1: no seriously why do they call him that? guy 2: urrhh! nevermind that. LMAO! that's funny. xD
classes... don't get me started. i feel so dumb in it D: no one i would talk to are in my class. just some. i miss my non mixed class. for history, a girl in our grade moved into my class. and her name is like mine! it's so confusing in class now! D: today sir was talking to her and said her name. i looked up going "what?" and i realised that there was another girl... and candy said my name and i turned around going "are you calling me or her" i pointed at her with my thumb over my shoulder. candy and t.t laughed and said me. D: SO CONFUSING!
and about my MAYBE new crush along with my old and still going crush... iono.i think about both of them alot and i seriously don't know what to do. D: i need my friends but only a few -2 if you want to get technical- know about this. but one of them said " you're stressing way too much over this situation. chill". at least i tried to but i couldn't do it.
and about this new personality... iono but my friends are changing and i don't really know what i am to do. especially my bestie. she's closing most of us out and rarely talks to most of us anymore. it's only her, her "girlfriend(my bestie's not lesb. i'm sure)" and another one of our friends. it's like a math eqaution.
A=my bestie, B=her "girlfriend" D=other friend. PATEKS= the rest of the group.
so here's the equation; (A+B+D)+PATEKS= the group.
it's totally bumming me out and my other friends are changing too... i don't know what i'm to worry about. D:
p.s i'm not borthered for the quote time thing anymore
new past